It's been ages to write this blog, I'm sure that I wrote last time was about my dog yamato passed away.
Sorry about writing in English, I know everyone finds a difficulity to read this.
I just cannot use Japanese at the moment.
I will write Japanese version as soon as possible.
But honestly, it's easy for me to write in English at this moment because
I don't want things complicated with writing in Japanese.
I might need to explain more details if I write down in Japanese.
I will tell everything simply and quickly with this.
Firstly, I need to report another my favourite, precious friend passed away
after my dog.
That was...absoloutely a tragedy, unpredictable and suddenly.
I terrified how does thing(death) happen suddenly, equally to us.
We don't even imagine that it happens to us daily. I'm sitting and writing but never imagine that it happens to me now...I'm sure he felt same...
oh dear, my friend, I really really miss you... I still remember that I talked on the phone last time I went back to Japan. We couldn't meet at that time but I still remember your voice through that phone call..I remember the first time we met at uni... yeah..I remember everything.
Your charming smile couraged me many times.. you don't even know that, huh?
I couldn't go your funeral, I am so sorry, to live in other country, I should've thought about those things. I missed my dog's as well you know.
I've heard that more than 300 people came to yours, what a huge number! I realised that how you're populer among everyone.. and I am proud of being one of your friend.
I will go and see you on Dec definitely. Sorry I cannot make much earlier but I promise I will see you. To say how I love you, and farewell...
Since my dog had passed away, the balance of my life has been instability..
So many things happened to me.. bad things and a good thing.
It's bit complicated to explain but long story short, I lost one friendship.
He was like my father and also good friend. The way of thinking were totally different with us but I couldn't do anything for that now. Maybe will take long time but hope I can fix it in some stage. I was bit scared to trust people like last time I did especially between boys(or men)...
But instead of I lost his friendship, I could meet my boy. I met him just before my dog passed away. I'm sure my dog brings him to me(hopefully...). Now I feel the life without him would be boring or dull. We cannot meet all the time (he's working out of the town) so it's really hard for me at the moment, but hope I can get used to...
I think now, I need to go through an ordeal in my life..It seems like a steep slope, but I can make it as my dog is protecting me all the time, talking to me all the time. He's just next to me.
omg..it's getting a long essay..
My report at school is of course all in English and more than 10 pages every week. Luckily I feel no pain to write in English. But when I will translate this, I would feel awful definitely. Japanese is very complicated and hard to express my feelings.
Anyway, those are my recent circumstances.
Thanks for reading through. Catchya later.